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Jul. 19th, 2006

warning...warning...warning... /whining ahead!

I suspected this would eventually arrive...

Begin rant here:
::heavy sighing:: ::moping:: ::grinding down the enamel on my teeth:: ::sinking into a possible depression:: ::use too many ::'s while ranting::
I hate school. I hate ALL the courses. I hate most of the teachers. I hate all the fucking stupid pointless assignments. I hate my unbelievably fucking annoying inability to learn or retain anything shown me.

Quoting Beatrix Potter: "when in danger, when in doubt. Run in cirlces, scream and shout!"

Can you tell end of term is breathing down my aching knotted-muscle neck?!

[and, scene]

Okay, I know, I'm feeling very sorry for myself and freaking out just a little about end-of-term, so, what do I do instead of dealing with things? Waste valuable time of course!
I decided to visit unaware - that I haven't been there in ages and fiddled with the 'index' page of a fic I wrote last year just before Christmas.


I feel another freak-out-rank-attack coming on so I better get the hell out of here.


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Jul. 20th, 2006 08:02 am (UTC)
I'm sorry things are so difficult school wise. I really hope you can leave the freak outs behind soon. *hugs*

But man. Jarbridge looks like a cool story, and it's long! How did I not see it before?
Jul. 21st, 2006 04:44 am (UTC)
Thanks, I think I'll recover from my school-stress-melt-down.

I think it took me close to a year to write it - Jarbridge was finished last September and I was so sick of it by the time I finished it, I didn't think it was worth posting (probably still isn't) but, I needed a distraction last night and it reared its ugly head.

*smooches you*
Jul. 20th, 2006 04:15 pm (UTC)
Arrrggghhh!!! I'm so sorry your school is sucking, I thought you were enjoying it! Poor boo. Hopefully the pain will be over soon, I really hope so. And even better, I hope that once it's all over and you need to put the skills you learned into effect, that you'll find it'll come more naturally than you expected! *mwah*

The best advice one of my teachers gave me recently is what he said to the entire class: "You probably think you're the only one sitting here who's not getting it. Everyone in the class feels this way." Screw the stupid teachers and their stupid assignments! As long as you're learning something you can get some value out of it...I hope!

*gives you love*
Jul. 21st, 2006 04:48 am (UTC)
*ahem* Okay, school isn't sucking as much today after a semi-good night's sleep and a little one on one time with an instructor(finally). The end of term is fast approaching and I'm hoping that my nerves can hang on for a few more weeks. :o)

How is school going for you? Do you have any break time coming up soon?
I'm off for the end of August. I'm missing you fiercely and you have to meet the latest addition to the family ->points to icon.

Merci mon petit cornichon!
Jul. 24th, 2006 04:26 pm (UTC)
OH GOOD. And YAY for end of term for you, how EXCITING!

I miss you too!! We're never on the same path anymore which sucks. One day we need to plan a venture...*MWAH*
Jul. 20th, 2006 05:15 pm (UTC)
ooooh, Jarbridge! I'm glad you 'formally' put it up! You should go announce it in shinyandnew.

As for school...hang in there, man. I totally know the home-stretch blues, and I've sabotaged myself more than once by just letting the anxiety and depression overwhelm me. But then that erased ALL the hard work I'd already done, and dude, that really sucked. Don't do that to yourself!

I know you've been working hard creating beautiful things because, well, I've *seen* them and I like to think I have good taste. *g* Take care of yourself, poodle.

*much love*
Jul. 21st, 2006 04:53 am (UTC)
*wheeeeze!* It's Star the ottoman. ::sweet, sweet pooch::

*snoodle* thanks for the boost of confidence (is that spelled right?)
I'm a little calmer tonight - I actually got to get a one-on-one session for 10 minutes with the Flash instructor today. I sorta, kinda, maybe know what I'm doing now.

Our term wraps soon - we will partake in a viewing marathon of some kind I hope.

Jul. 22nd, 2006 07:15 am (UTC)
Sweet pea!!! Ugh, I can Totally relate to the school panic thing :( It sucks! I was glad to see you got some time with an instructor... sometimes just getting one thing sorted out makes the rest seem not so impossible. You can do this, hun!!! If you can spare a few minutes, Ima call you this weekend... dying to talk to my darling friend, get an update on the Doodlebug/Agatha/Pixel triangle. God, it's a miracle you get anything done at all with the world's cutest kitten around...

Hug yourself tight for me... talk to you soon.
Love, B
Jul. 27th, 2006 12:13 am (UTC)
::hugs your icon::

Hey crashcat things are progressing slowly at school.
It's one of those two steps forward and another three back. argh!
But, I'm sticking to it and getting through it if it kills me! LOL

The Feline Triangle of Fun is having its moments. Agatha's developed some *ahem* interesting toilet habits! I'm hoping that rectifies itself soon.

Doodlebug loves to beat the snot out of the kitten - and the kitten *seems* to be enjoying every minute of it - at least he keeps scampering back for more.

::huggles you!!!::
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