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hmmm, I keep getting a confusing lump in my throat and teary-eyed ...
I don't normally dwell on this, and haven't really felt much about it for years but this year for some reason; it's my brother's birthday today. none of us know where he is or if he's even alive. but happy birthday to him anyway.
rickey. i miss and love you very much.

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ms_nerd
Jun. 18th, 2002 08:53 am (UTC)
Oh baby, I'm so sorry you're sad.

{{{{{{{{big hugs}}}}} and a wide shoulder to cry on.
chootoy
Jun. 18th, 2002 09:02 am (UTC)
thanks hon. I don't normally feel so weepy about a brother I haven't seen in
-longer than some people's ages on LJ- but this year, man, the old lump in the throat just won't get swallowed away.
I'm telling my students that I've got allergies cause I'm sitting here sniffling and pawing at my leaking eyes. why?! why now? It's confusing me.

thanks for the shoulder and hug, babes.
(some people would say that I'm just too damned sensitive for my own good)
- maybe they're right?
blue_ant
Jun. 18th, 2002 09:09 am (UTC)
(some people would say that I'm just too damned sensitive for my own good)

Don't let anyone tell you that. I've been called the same, but it just means you care. And that's really what's important. I think it's perfectly fine for you to be sad and weepy about this.

Oh yeah, and have one of these *hug*
chootoy
Jun. 18th, 2002 09:49 am (UTC)
thank you! I needed to hear that
Y'all are making me feel better about this.
and that hug was just what I needed.
You're too sweet. ::snuggle::
blue_ant
Jun. 18th, 2002 09:51 am (UTC)
Re:
*hugs*

Glad you're feeling better. It's the least I (and we!) could do. ;)
bossymarmalade
Jun. 18th, 2002 09:04 am (UTC)
*snug*

Love you, honey. Will have hot cocoa tonight and curl up on the sofa and watch something sappy and heartfelt, okay?
chootoy
Jun. 18th, 2002 10:16 am (UTC)
hey critter. *sniff* I don't know what it is, man. It's just hitting me this year for some stupid reason - he's out there somewhere who knows where and who knows what he's... I better stop or my eyes will start leaking all over again.
you're probably right, hot cocoa and a curl up on the sofa will probably do me some good.
silvrsolace
Jun. 18th, 2002 11:17 am (UTC)
oh mum, i love you!!! It's hard to know what to say, but just know that we all love you. I'll call you tonight, i wish i could come by, but i am rather stuck here! but lots of loving coming your way! *hugs and kisses*

PS- you are not too sensitive, take it from another one, we just hold a lot of loving in us...*mwah*
chootoy
Jun. 18th, 2002 12:33 pm (UTC)
thanks sabu, I'm doing better as the day goes by. *snuggle*
silvrsolace
Jun. 18th, 2002 02:38 pm (UTC)
Re:
I'm glad to hear it. I love you! I will still call you tonight, because i miss you! *big hug*
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