A friend said that 'the firsts without them' are the hardest.
The first Mother's Day was pretty crappy without her.
This birthday is going to be very difficult without her.
I guess Christmas is going to be the next big date to get through without her.
My birthday next year is going to be horrible without her.
But I guess I shouldn't look that far into a future without her.
Life goes on after someone dies, but a lot differently.
Happy Birthday Mom. I just wish it didn't have to be the first one without you.
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