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It is/it would have been mom's birthday today.
A friend said that 'the firsts without them' are the hardest.
The first Mother's Day was pretty crappy without her.
This birthday is going to be very difficult without her.
I guess Christmas is going to be the next big date to get through without her.
My birthday next year is going to be horrible without her.
But I guess I shouldn't look that far into a future without her.
Life goes on after someone dies, but a lot differently.
Happy Birthday Mom. I just wish it didn't have to be the first one without you.

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kare
Jun. 22nd, 2011 01:10 pm (UTC)
Love to you, Choo
chootoy
Jun. 23rd, 2011 02:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you sweetheart. Means a lot!
withdiamonds
Jun. 22nd, 2011 04:47 pm (UTC)
The firsts are definitely the hardest. It really does get better, though. It never gets easy, but it becomes less...acute, I guess is the word for it. <3
chootoy
Jun. 23rd, 2011 02:34 pm (UTC)
Thank you! It can hit at such random times. The oddest things will be triggers and I'll get all teary-eyed. 'less acute' will be nice.
::hugs hard::
turps33
Jun. 23rd, 2011 07:04 am (UTC)
♥ ♥ ♥

Thinking of you.
chootoy
Jun. 23rd, 2011 02:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much. This means a lot! ::hugs::
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